Why her? why she was so beautiful? that i admire her
why she was so lucky girl?that she can get what she want
why she is so talented?thats what i love to her.
why her? why her?
why not me?

Omg this blog can be different to my other blog.
totally over,its over,dreaming at night that pretending to be
someone in future ,pretending that i am my idol, i have millions of
fans,tons of thing a dresses a beatiful house,a car,a birthday party on
disney land.that was awesome dreaming is OVER ,i need to wake up and face
that im not like her,im a human a simple human,that cannot be just like that girl.


I need to wake up,wake up....grrr this life so stuck,stuck in the four walls of the room school.
stuck in school and home, go out side and no body cares if who iam? what is my name?how old i am?
or maybe why im alone ?walking on the street. That is not the life i want to be FOREVER,I want to
live with a kind of different like ,wearing a shinning glimmering dress,in front of a awards night crowded with millions of veteran actresses/actors or even
walk on a red carpet and later to sing on stage..that was the BIG DREAM, that i know i will never reach.


But I need to stop that dream ,need to stop,STOP this.i know im a simple girl,but i know i can stood up and face problem,I Memorize a,b,c to z when i was a preschool,i learn to dance and sing when i was a grade school ,what should i can stood up in front of my 40 classmates in the classroom just to recite a few thing(i know i can ,but i dont)i dont want to stand up ,im afraid that they might going to laugh on my mistakes,
even if in know that my answer is right,


Thats like my dream are,I KNOW I CAN,but i dont,i dont want to be auditioned because im afraid that they might comment me bad things or if they might dont like me,MY SINGGING ,MY DANCING skills,
that why i don't like to dream now,I think i better dream to Finish my study to get a great job.


But there are One person teach me how to keep on believing(believing is awesome than dreaming)"There are multiple sides of all of us,who we are-or who we might be if we follow are dreams,"and "follow your dream things can happen" and another one "in every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.you never know what its going to look like on the other side,but you'll see it eventually if you keep your eyes open"

i guess you know who im talking about.


she is the girl that i admire and she is the girl that im talking on my blog.and she is the one who keep me BELIEVING.
She is Miley Cyrus!

I love you miley..tell me your secret..
i keep on believing..